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The kids are alseep, I should be too. But instead I sit and look at my dads empty place. There should be a light on and a tv but it sits empty. Will the feeling of lossing you go away? I could use you right now. Ally ask for you. You promised you’d always be here for me yet when I need you most you can’t be here because losing you is the hardest thing I’ve done. I can’t talk about it I have to be ok the kids need me and pat he needs me to be ok he has a lot going on in his head so I can’t bug him with my stuff. I wish he was home right now i could use someone to talk to. I miss you dad…..831